i realise i am lazy to think nowadays, stuffing everything to the back of my mind, hoping one day they'll be gone and hence i dont need to sort them out. ostrich ya?

from audrey's nick, saw a website for this year's drama performance. the images, the feelings they were trying to convey reverberated inside my heart. i'm proud that both the skits got gold awards, but i am sad i wasnt there to share the joys of it. i am also sad that i only got to know through the website, like any other person who perhaps never knew ahs cds.

i admire boon and kaili for their passion and committment to cds. i often wonder how do they keep that fire alive, when barely 1 year has passed, and already we are just almost strangers. it's sad to feel like a guo ke, to be unable to share that sweet and touching joy of having staged a successful performance.

i remember our finales, they were simple, yet till this day, i have yet to feel such a simple satisfied kind of happiness again. i miss drama, but i havent been contributing to it. now those wonderful memories are just photos in an album...

can we find that gan dong elsewhere?